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It’s morning… I wonder if I slept last night… Strange I don’t feel any different. I’m fine… The sun is shining, it’s very bright outside, its early morning and it’s bright… The bed doesn’t feel empty. They said it would, but it doesn’t. I feel fine…
My alarm is ringing… Did I wake up before it? I didn’t notice. These sheets, red just like she was… I should change them. I wonder if it will be alright to wear a t-shirt, I think it’s going to be warm today, it looks like that.
My reflection… it doesn’t look different. My hair is still brown and barely a few inches. My eyes don’t look red or sunken in, they look normal, refreshed even. I must have slept well…
Birds…This early? I guess that’s to be expected. It’s warm and bright so birds will be chirping. That’s normal… Nothing changed… maybe I’ll go outside today? It looks like a nice day.
What should I have for breakfast? Am I even hungry? A bit… so maybe toast? I think I have some jam. I should check. It’s so quiet… I better open a window and let in some fresh air. It really does look nice outside.
Who bought chocolate? Was it mom, she did come for the funeral, or was it… I think I’ll throw them out, but that is a waste of money… I should make toast. But first I need to see if I have any jam left. There is still some left, that’s good, it’ll be enough. Where is the toaster? Did someone put it on the shelves or not? Oh it was in the cupboard. Should I have tea or coffee? I think I’ll have tea, it’s healthier.
I still flinch every time the toaster goes off. That hasn’t changed… I’ll watch TV while eating, it’s too quiet. The news, they are the same, different topic, but still the same. That doesn’t make sense… A store was robbed yesterday, I didn’t notice, it was in our neighbourhood. The sheriff is searching for a murderer… still searching…
I think I’m done eating… I’ll go for a walk. It looked like a nice day. A brand new day, where nothing has changed, not even me. She was murdered and I watched her coffin being lowered into the ground yesterday, but the world still moves. It moves on… Nothing changes… What a nice, bright and warm day…
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This was a challenge and it felt depressing.
Have a nice, bright and warm day.